Another bend in the road...

Well, the thing about cancer is that it is unpredictable. If it were straightforward and clear, there would be a cure, and everything would be much more simple. My FIL had an old colleague look at John's biopsy slides and she reported that there is the presence of other cells that are not present in Hodgkin's disease. Basically, the way that Hodgkin's disease is identified is by the presence of certain cells called Reed-Sternberg cells. Upon initial inspection, these cells were present, but there are these other cells (cd20) that are also present. So, the bottom line is that his diagnosis is not as simple as it first presented itself to be. You can imagine my disbelief in finding this out. All my previous worries began to flow back like the flood gates had been opened. I felt like we were finally reaching a place where John could begin treatment and on the road to recovery, and now they were telling us he had something different.

They have diagnosed him with a so called "Greyzone Lymphoma." Basically, he has the classic symptoms of Hodgkin's, but he also has the presence of these cd20 cells,which are present in b-cell lymphoma. Since this is a rare form of lymphoma, treatment is tricky.

We are lucky in many ways though. The chemo that treats Hodgkin's has not shown to be effective on this greyzone lymphoma. Had John started treatment without knowing this, he could have potentially gone through the whole cycle of chemo without it working, and perhaps having to undergo all the diagnostic tests again. In addition, my FIL found a study at NIH that looks particularly at treatment for this type of lymphoma. We spent most of today with the researchers, talking with them about the treatment and study.

Tomorrow will be another long day. We'll be heading over to NIH in the morning, where John will have additional blood work, x-rays, CT, and then have a blood transfusion (he's very anemic and this will help with his fatigue). Friday he will meet with the doctors and begin chemotherapy.

The treatment is pretty rigorous and there are many different steps in a cycle. He will undergo 6 cycles, which are each about 21 days long. One stage requires him to return to the hospital every 24 hours for each dose, and another requires him to give himself shots and have his blood drawn every other day. I hope that once we get through on cycle we will get the hang of things, and it will become part of our daily routine. It's complicated and overwhelming, but I really feel that we are so blessed to find such a successful study.

I have no idea what the future holds right now. John has to figure out what will happen with work and if he will have to take a leave of absence. If he does, I may have to work part time to supplement his income. The doctors say that people generally feel pretty good and respond well to this treatment and continue to work. The only problem is the visits to the hospital and John has very few sick days left. I know that things will work out and that we will be provided for. The unknown is always scary, but I have to have faith that things will be okay. We're hoping that John will start feeling better after his first treatment, and the doctors are hopeful that he will.

I'll be sure to let you know how things are going. Thanks for all the support you guys have been providing! I really cannot say enough about the kindess, prayers, and support that I have received in these last few weeks.

I know a girl (or many)

that is obsessed with fabric. Over the weekend, I "shopped" for fabric. And by shopped, I mean, I went to every site known to man and filled my cart up with fabrics I've been dying to have. I only ended up buying these fabrics from an etsy seller. I cannot wait to get them! But there's so many good ones out there and I wish upon all wishes that I could have every single one of them. Being in my current situation, I've decided that spending a whole lot of money on fabric might be a little excessive. I only bought the DS fat quarters because I deserved it damnit.

Yesterday I went to put the clothes in the dryer, only to find out that the washing machine won't drain the water. This is the second time it happened in 3 weeks. We had a company come out and fix it the first time and it was covered under our home warranty, but we still had to pay a $100 deductible. It worked for a while, but decided that it would stop yesterday, in the middle of the wash cycle, full of towels. Just my luck. So I squeezed out as much water as I could and put all the towels in the dryer (which luckily still works). However, the towels were too soaked and heavy for the dryer and the dryer proceeded to shake like crazy. The genius in me came up with the great idea to hang a clothes line. By this time I'm a hot sweaty mess and swearing like a sailor. I drag all the towels outside and as I hang the last towel up, the line breaks, leaving me with wet soapy towels encrusted with fallen, dried leaves. Eventually they made their way onto our fence, where they are sitting, and will still be until someone comes to rescue them (and it won't be me!). So after this fiasco, I decided I needed some fabric. Nothing like some fabric shopping therapy to soothe the soul.

Anyway, I was wondering if anyone wanted to do a personal swap. I'm just about out of all my 30's repro fabric squares that I got from another swap. I've been using them to make my headbands, and I'd love to have some more. I don't need huge pieces, actually the 5" squares worked out well. So if anyone has some and would like to do a swap, just send me an e-mail to katiebhandbags@gmail.com . I'd be willing to send you some of my thrifty fabric finds, or a headband, or pretty much anything I make. Or if you have some extra of this fabric, or some other Joel Dewberry laying around, I'd love that too.

I really feel fabric crazy right now. I just can't justify buying so much when I already have a lot. Ok, so if anyone's interested, just shoot me an e-mail!

Hooray!

All your thoughts and prayers must have worked. The cancer did not spread to the bone marrow! I cannot tell you how relieved I feel knowing that. They said the results would not be back for 4 days, but apparently my FIL has some major power of persuasion.

Today we had a visit from a home health nurse. She showed me how to flush John's PICC line for chemo. That was an interesting experience. I never thought I'd be doing something like that. It's simple and easy enough, but strange nonetheless. I guess you could start calling me McDreamy.

John had to have another biopsy surgery yesterday. The sample that they retrieved the first time was too fibrous and it was hard to get a good read on it. Luckily he didn't have to stay overnight and was able to rest comfortably at home. He's tired, but feeling well. I'm tired because I kept waking up to check on him. Everytime he'd cough or move, I'd say "are you ok??" He'd respond, "I'm fine, just go back to sleep." Of course, easier said than done, and now I'm really feeling it. I would have taken a nap if I hadn't been so consumed with trying to clean up for the nurse. I didn't want her to think we were complete slobs. I wonder what she did think of our house anyway. It is a huge mess. One that I'm willing to live with for the time being.

Anyway, all is well for now. We'll probably meet with the doctor next week to discuss chemo options. He'll probably have the option to either do a less intense treatment for longer, or a shorter one that is more frequent. I have no idea how that will work out.

I'm glad to be past all the initial tests. They think that it is probably Hodgkin's disease, but we'll know for sure (hopefully) in a couple of days. Once the chemo starts it'll probably be a whole new journey.

I wanted to say thanks again for all your kind words. They really have helped me get through the initial shock of it all! I'll probably return for some regular crafting posts this week. I'm finally starting to feel like I'm not running around like a chicken with my head cut off!

Yet another headband

My mom came for a quick visit this weekend. I was definitely glad to have the extra help around the house and I was able to relax a little. I also fit in some quick and made about 25 more headbands. Hopefully I'll start making something else soon so you don't get sick of these. There's a few more in the etsy shop, and I'm keeping a few for my show in November. John stills wants me to do the show, but I think it'll depend on how his treatments go. There's no telling how he'll be feeling, so I'm not sure I'll be able to do it or not. Anywho, nothing really new to report. We have a long day tomorrow with the bone marrow biopsy, meeting with the doctor, and an echo cardiogram. Pheewww. Wish us luck!

Thank You!

I am overwhelmed at the kindness of bloggers. Those whom I "know" and those unknown to me. I appreciate every kind word, prayer, and support that all of you provided. I was amazed to visit other blogs and see my name mentioned. I truly am overwhelmed by the response and I cannot thank you enough. Reading your comments has really eased my mind.

John had his biopsy on Friday afternoon. He spent the night at the hospital and was released Saturday. He's recovering well and is just tired and a little sore. He went into work this morning and came home for a quick nap at lunchtime. I think it is really hard for him to not be as active as he is used to being.

He will have his bone marrow biopsy on Wednesday and also probably start treatment. We should have the results of Friday's biopsy either today or tomorrow. I just pray that the cancer has not spread to the bone marrow because that would open a whole other can of worms.

I really want to thank all of you again. Your encouragement and sympathy have been awesome! I'll update when I can, probably sometime after Wednesday.

nightmare

I've been thinking about this post all night, and I don't even know where to begin. Yesterday, we got some of the worst news possible. I feel like I'm in a dream, and watching my life from outside my body. John has been diagnosed with stage 2B Lymphoma.

John's symptoms started a few months ago. He had a persistent cough for about 2 months, and John attributed it to some sort of bronchitis. After it continued, I nagged him to go to the doctors, but it was upon the insistence of his parents that he finally went to see the doctor's. This was on Saturday. He also had a chest x-ray which ended up showing a mass in his chest. John's father is a doctor, and was able to pull a lot of strings to have John seen ASAP. Yesterday we spent the entire day at the hospital, meeting with the doctor, and John having a PET/CT scan performed. Luckily his mother was able to watch Isaiah so that I could be with John the entire day. It still really feels like a dream.

So now I'm not sure what the future with hold. On Friday John will have a biopsy to confirm the doctor's diagnosis which will dictate which type of treatment he will need. He will also have a bone marrow biopsy next week to make sure that the lymphoma is not in there. Most likely, John will start radiation treatment late next week.

Right now I am feeling so many emotions. I am encouraged by all the support we have, all the new technology and advances in medicine. I'm having my good moments, and I'm having my bad moments. I feel stressed to think about what will happen financially. John was working 2 jobs so that I could stay home with Isaiah. I'm not certain what will happen with this situation. It depends on how John handles the treatments. If he does not do well with them and is unable to work, then we'll have to look into disability and other programs. If need be, I will have to go back to work. I feel lucky that we're going through this with people that will help us if we need it. I can't imagine families that have to go through this with nothing. I feel blessed to have Isaiah because I know that he gives us purpose and a major reason to fight this. I'm trying not to get too ahead in my worrying, because we're really not sure what type of lymphoma, what kind of treatment he needs, etc. I'm just trying to take things one day at a time.

So, for now, I'm here. I'll probably be sewing and keeping up with my etsy shop to keep my mind of things. I'll check in from time to time, but just not as regularly.

I also wanted to mention all of John's symptoms. If you or anyone else you know has these, please get checked out. Persistent cough, excessive itching, a sizable weight loss, and night sweats. John thought that these things were irritating, but livable. He doesn't feel sick or tired, and otherwise looks like a healthy person. Looks can be deceiving.

Quilt in Progress

I'm taking another trip to NY on Friday for a few days. Isaiah and I are flying up with a friend of mine from home who lives down here. My oldest friend's (I've know her since I was 2!) daughter is turning 1 year old on Saturday. Since I didn't already have enough going on, I thought that the little birthday girl needed a small quilt. I spent much of Saturday and Sunday working on this. I originally had 9 blocks, but decided that was way too big and only ended up using 4. So, I'll have enough to do another small quilt, or make 5 doll quilts. We'll see how that goes.
This is only the quilt top, and I still have to quilt and bind it before I head out on Friday. (Sorry the pictures aren't so great). I'm having trouble deciding how I should quilt it. Any suggestions? It probably has to be something simple as I don't have a walking foot. I was thinking about maybe hand tying it, but I'm not sure how that will come out. Ugh, I have no idea why I start these projects with such little time left! I know it the end it'll be worth it because it's a handmade gift made with lots of love.

Hope you all have a lovely start to your week. I'll be waiting around all day for the washing machine repair man to show up. Until then, I'll be sitting under piles of dirty laundry. I think a Starbucks trip might be necessary....

more headbands

My posts may get a little boring as I am doing nothing but sewing headbands. Here are a few more that I completed during Isaiah's nap. Pinks, yellows, and reds. Now if only I had some orange fabric. Seems I'm lacking those in my stash. Anyway, a few of you asked how they're secured and the answer is there is a piece of elastic on the ends. Here's a pic for those that are curious. So that's it. Oh, and there's a few available on etsy.

linen love

patchwork + linen = love obsession

I've been admiring the works of other that use linen for a while. It seems to be a popular choice. But, the linen at my Joann's is $14/yard, more than I am usually willing to pay for fabric. Thank goodness for labor day weekend sales and coupons, because after my 40% off, I walked away with 2 yards of dreamy linen for $17. I've been sewing and in love ever since.

I thought headbands would be a safe first project because you don't need to use a lot of fabric. Now I can't stop sewing these. I figured these would be good smaller items for the craft fair, and since I'm loving them so much, they might also appear on etsy. We'll see how long this obsession lasts. ( I already have about 6 more waiting to be sewn downstairs!)

thank yous

Since yesterday was a major cleaning day, not much crafting was accomplished. But I'm hoping since our house is semi-spotless now, I'll have a more free mind for cleaning. I've been meaning to do a thank you post for a while now. Before I left for Florida I was lucky enough to win 3 or 4 various giveaways, including a free yard of fabric from Sew, Mama, Sew. Of course I picked some Denyse Schmidt Katie Jump Rope and now I'm yearning for some more.

The very talented Brianna sent me a package full of goodies. Several of her gorgeous pendants, a tote and matching tissue holder, and a cute jar filled to the brim with various trims and ribbons. If you don't know Brianna, go check her out as she makes some beautiful pendants and is starting to show off her new sewing projects as well. Thank you Brianna!

I also won a giveaway from the equally talented Mary. She was cleaning out her craft closet and needed to clutter someone else's (jk Mary ;)). She sent two huge pieces of fabric, which I love, some patterns, and scrapbook items. I'm thinking Isaiah may get some curtains out of the ball fabric, seeing as he still doesn't have anything on his windows a year after we've been in our house.Finally, the lovely Kirsten sent me these already assembled 9 patch blocks as a thank you for the package I sent her. I was so excited to get these after I saw her 2 day quilt. Eventually I'll have a 2 day quilt of my own. I was quite the lucky gal. Thank you Brianna, Mary, and Kirsten!

patchy

Yesterday my sewing machine and I had a nice lunch date. I apparently became obsessed with patchwork and started sewing scraps together like a maniac. When I saw Kirsten's scarf a few days ago, I remembered the scarf in the Denyse Schmidt book I had been wanting to make for awhile. I only slightly followed her directions and used some various scraps of odd fabrics I had lying around. The back is lined with some flannelish fabric that I don't even know where it came from. I kinda like it and I'm resisting keeping it for myself. Oh where are you fall?? I want to wear some cool weather clothes with flip-flops! Anyway, simple project and fun to do. I'm thinking a few more of these might be whipped up for the upcoming craft fair in november.

These two belts also came out of my little frenzy. I followed this tutorial and they come together in a snap. Easy peasy.

Thirfty finds

While my sister and cousin were visiting, I did manage to fit in a trip to the thrift store. No visit would be complete without showing my guests my favorite spot in town. I found one huge bag of fabrics for $6.95, which I was debating on even getting for its "lofty" price. It's funny that when it comes to thrifting, I find it hard to pay more than $2 for fabric. This was worth it though, because the bag included some nice vintage fabric.

I'm definitely digging these brown ones for fall. Although I'm not so sure about the bandanna print. Also included in the bag were these red and green prints. They are great vintage prints, with that lovely vintage texture. Some of the green one might go on etsy because there's a lot of it. This apple print is one of my favorite. It almost has a knit feeling to it. I'm not sure what to do with it yet. On the way out, I spotted this beautiful green tablecloth.

I'm going to have a hard time cutting this one up! Sorry the pictures aren't the best today. I'm tired and it's dreary out. So this is the best they'll get for today.

The post that's all over the place

Wow! I've been gone for a while. Things are finally starting to settle down around here. My sister and cousin came to visit last week, so we spent a lot of time running around D.C. Then on Saturday my other cousin and I decided to hold an impromptu yard sale. Of course we pick the hottest day in August so far. It went well, but by the afternoon our traffic had really slowed down. Mostly the sale was freeing for me. I finally went through some boxes that hadn't been unpacked since we moved in. The things that didn't sell went straight to the thrift store and I am happy to say they are no longer in my life.

I haven't done a whole lot of sewing or thrifting since Florida. Even though that vacation was really relaxing, it's been so hard to get back into the swing of things. Hopefully today I'll get my act together. I am having one of those days that I feel like a really good mommy. Ever have those? We've already been to the post office and to Target. Isaiah got some new socks which he was really excited about. And we've played catch for about 2 hours. Now he's napping, and it's giving me a chance to straighten up.

I did manage to finish up this wallet and I love it. I finally figured out the kinks and the credit cards actually fit. whoohoo. You have no idea how frustrating that was! Anyway, I'll probably be making a whole bunch of these for the upcoming craft fair. (which by the way I'm still feeling stressed over.) Thanks for all your advice. Some of you may be getting some e-mails with questions from me!

And as if this post hasn't been all over the place already and making no sense, does anyone have a good source for snaps (the kind you can just hammer) and magnetic snaps?

Exciting News

I've been very excited and anxious over the past two days since I found out that I was accepted for the DC Craft Mafia's UNusual Suspects Holiday Art & Craft fair in November. This will be my first show, so I'm just thinking of all the things I need to prepare for. This is where I need the advice from all of you! Do I get a tax id number? Should I accept credit cards? They have an option to purchase an ad in the paper, should I do this? Should I include something in the swag bag that they'll be giving away to the first 100 customers? Where do I get great, cheap tags for my product? Ahh, so many questions and I would really appreciate any additional advice that you fellow bloggers have. Until then, I'll be sewing my little fingers away and having mild anxiety attacks. And if you're in the DC area, you can come to the show and meet me!

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The Unusual Suspects Arts & Crafts Festival

Saturday, November 3, 2007 12pm to 8pm

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I'm baaack

Ugh, it's really hard to get back into the swing of things. We got back from Florida early Sunday after a wonderful, wonderful trip. Things went so smoothly, the weather was great, and it was so relaxing that our vacation almost feels like a dream. We came back to colder, wet weather, so adjusting was even harder. I can't complain though. It was really a great experience. We had so many funny experiences, including a free breakfast, that turned into a three hour sales pitch for a timeshare.



Our condo was gorgeous, just overlooking the pool.






We took a day trip to Ft. Lauderdale and drank Margaritas the size of our heads. Since there are so many restaurants there, on the weekdays they offer drink specials at just about every place. These bad boys were 2 for 1, "Millionaire" Margaritas. yuuuummm. We also had the most delicious meal there and I wish I had some of my Adobe chicken right now!



And another to Miami, where I tried in vain to be the paps and spot a celebrity. No such luck. I did get to see Versace's house and stand on the stairs where he was shot. Creepy and cool at the same time.



And created fun memories with Isaiah.



I won $8 playing the slots where Anna Nicole died aka the Hollywood Hotel and Casino. No pictures of that though. I was too busy dancing the the Frank Sinatra slot.

Today is John's first day back at school. It's funny how much my routine differs when he's not around. I actually prefer it. Not because I don't want him around, but because I feel I'm more productive. Anyway, I'm busy getting the house cleaned up. My sister and cousin are coming to visit for a few days. Hopefully I'll be able to fit something crafty in. I haven't sewn anything in over a week. Now I'm off to catch up on some blog reading...

Dinner recap

Dinner out was fantastic! I forgot what it was like to have a girls night out, ride the metro, and pretend to be one of the fabulous interns walking the streets of D.C. Not that I was ever an intern, mind you. But I like to image that they live fabulous, or at least interesting, lives. Sure they're probably all crammed into a tiny townhouse with 7 other people, paying $1000 a month each in rent. But they live right where all the best restaurants and all the action happens.

Anyway, where was I? Dinner. Right. The restaurant was great. I rode the metro in and it was only 2 blocks away. I felt like I had stepped onto the set of Sex and the City. The ambiance was great. Simple, calming, and fresh. My friend Amy and I had a small table near the kitchen, so we got to see every dish as it came out. It certainly helped our decision making for our meal. We quickly decided that we'd share each course, and what a great idea that was! For $30 you could choose one appetizer or "firsts" as they called them, an entree or a pizza, and then dessert or a cheese plate. These is what we ordered:

First Course:

penne & pulled amish chicken with dried tomatoes, basil, ricotta salata
fettucine & lump crab with radicchio, chile flakes, mascarpone

Second:

stone mustard braised shoat, grilled ciabatta, chard, peaches
Pizza with green pesto, local goat cheese, and heirloom tomatoes

Third:
Summer Fruit Crisp
Two cheese: one from the hudson valley (an ode to our home) and one from maryland

It was all so delish, that we over looked the fact that our waiter was a complete nerd (although we did have a few laughs over that). I definitely recommend the restaurant if you're in the area. I just wish that we had some leftovers!

This weekend we're off on another adventure. John's parents inherited a timeshare from his grandmother because they no longer use it. My in-laws said that if we (us and john's siblings) continue using it, that they'd keep up with the yearly fees. Since no one else was taking advantage of it, we decided we would and invited my cousin and her boyfriend to come with us. So, on Sunday we are headed down to Weston, FL (near Ft. Lauderdale), for an entire week. It's a much needed vacation, and for only the cost of the flight and a rental car (which we'll share with my cousin), it couldn't be more budget friendly!

Hopefully I'll be back with some great stories and pictures to share.

wallets and thrifting

Not much has been going around at Casa de Katie lately. I've just been feeling blah. I get this way when I'm stressed and/or tired, and there's a lot of that been going around recently. Plus it's so freakin hot out that I'm pretty sure I have cabin fever.

Anywho, I finally got around to sewing some more things today. I've been wanting a new wallet and have been fooling around with some patterns.

I made the black and white one first, and I love it, except that the credit card holders are too small. That's not very functional. To the second one I added a license holder and a zippered coin pouch. This was is a little better, but it is a little too bulky. I'll probably try a few more time, practice makes perfect, you know?

I also had some luck thrifting last week. I found some really cute vintage fabric. Do you see the one with clowns? It is pretty cute, but I'm sure I'll be putting some of that on etsy. And these 2 teacups which I couldn't resist. I love the color and the cute little pattern inside. I don't know why I'm drawn to teacups so much. And there's always the best ones at my thrift store. These will be on etsy shortly too.

I am a lucky mama today because I get to have a little much needed girl time this evening. I'm meeting a friend (whom I've known since middle school!) for dinner tonight. It's restaurant week in D.C. so we're trying out this cool sounding restaurant. They say they try to use organic and mid-Atlantic products when they can. That's always a plus in my book. Oh, I can't wait. I'll have to report on it tomorrow.

I'm pretty sure this layout is looking a little weird. My apologies. I'm too lazy to fix it today!

Camping, Cars, and a Quilt

Well camping was actually a huge success. Isaiah really really loved it. Of course, it was much easier when there were 10 extra helping hands. Isaiah did pretty well sleeping in the tent, although when he woke up Saturday morning he was mildly confused to see his godmommy and her boyfriend with us. Not to mention being completely covered up in the tent. I did wake up freezing Friday night. It was sooo weird and none of us expected it to get that cold.

We had a beautiful day on Saturday and hiked the Swallow Falls Trail. It was just so gorgeous and we went back later to go swimming in the falls. (Seriously, Lera, who wouldn't love Maryland??) It was cold, but it was such a great time. As we were packing up on Sunday it started to pour, but at least that happened the day we were leaving, and not on Saturday. It was so great to hang out with family and camp together. We always went camping as kids each year and it felt a little strange to do it together as "adults" and not with our parents.

Anyway, our car is waiting to be towed to the mechanics. Then we'll see what the damage is and what will need to be fixed. Hopefully it won't take long, but I'm over the car being stolen. I just want everything fixed and to have my minivan back. If those little bastards even think about stealing it again, I swear I will hunt them down!!

After a weekend of no crafting, I spend the day yesterday making a new doll quilt. I've been wanting to try out the "Anyway You Slice It" pattern from Denyse Schmidt. I really love how it came out. I'll definitely be making a few more of these since I already have the pieces cut out. It's now hanging on my "Wall of Quilts', which really only consists of 4 quilts, but hey, it's a start.

And I really want to thank all of you who have left kind comments, sent sweet e-mails and cards, and brightened my day after all this car stolen fiasco. Thank you thank you thank you!!

An Update

Thanks for all your comments about our van. They really put a smile on my face. Anyway, this is what happened up to this point. (Lera, this might sound a little familiar)

They actually found the van around 5pm the day it went missing and it was apparently in "driveable" condition. The car was only about 2-3 miles from here too. So yesterday morning John had to go over to P.G. county police headquarters to get the release, only to find out he had to go to the van (at the impound) to get the registration to prove that it was his car. About three people asked if we had the registration (including the police officer), and of course it was in the van. We had no idea that you should keep a copy at home. So if you don't, go out right now and copy it and keep if for you records.

Anyway, he had to go back to the headquarters only for them to tell him that he'd have to get a notarized letter from his father because his father's name is still on the registration. His parents had given us the car after we had Isaiah and we hadn't yet switched the registration. We had planned for John to go up to Baltimore with Isaiah to see his Nana because they had just gotten back from Nigeria, so he had to go up to Baltimore anyway. Of course, John forgots to get the carseat out of the van, and a *small* fight ensued in which I told him he'd either go get the carseat, or he'd go buy a new one. And of course, he bought a new one. Since they went up to b-more, I actually had the house all to myself which was really nice. On the way back down, John had to stop at his father's work in downtown Baltimore to get the note.

This morning John went over and got the release for the car, and the officer told him that the car was not in driving condition and it has to be towed. I figure, we have to pay a $500 deductible regardless, so there better be lots of things wrong that need to be fixed.

In any case, I am thankful that we are all safe. Things definitely could be worse, but it does suck to have to pay the $500. I understand the deductible if you're in an accident, but we weren't even driving the car. Oh well, I hope something bad happens to those bastards who stole it. Not really bad, just kind of a karma thing, you know?

And in other news, this weekend should be an interesting adventure. We're going camping with all my cousins that I grew up with. This is our first time camping with Isaiah, in a tent nonetheless, so wish me luck! We'll have lots of help as everyone wants to see Isaiah, so maybe I'll actually get a break. Enjoy your weekend!

Venting

My apologies in advance the the swearing, whining, or stressing that may follow in this post. I don't do it much, but today it's absolutely necessary.

Sooo, around lunchtime, John was about to go get us some food, and he says, "um Kate, do you wanna tell me where the car is?" Whhhattt? "Cause I certainly don't see it. Great. My first reaction is to see if it was towed. No such luck. Our fucking car was stolen. Just what we needed.

John calls the police and they send over an officer. He takes our statement, asks a few questions, then tells us a few other cars on our street had their radios stolen. He also said that he knew he'd be getting a call at some point about a stolen car because they found an ignition on the street. Why couldn't those fucking assholes just take our radio?!?! Apparently Chrystlers are really popular around here because starting their ignitions without keys is easy. Note to self: Do not get another Chrystler.

There are many sucky parts to this situation. First and the most obvious, our car is gone. Our minivan to be exact. Isaiah's one and only carseat was also in the van. Even if our car is found, there will probably be something wrong with it, and we'll at least have to pay the $500 deductible. Plus, the car has a lot of miles on it and just had to have the fuel pump replaced (if you remember). Getting a new car is completely out of the question. With only John working, the money situation is already tight, and having this happen is just an added stress. And on top of this, John's position at his school was excessed so he had to transfer within the school district. He had found a new position, but some genius within the D.C. Public school system has submitted his name for a part time position, so that's a big mess.

Ugggh, I feel so stressed and scatterbrained at the moment. I'm angry that someone had to take our car. I hate the feeling of not knowing if and/or when our car will found. I'd really like to give those motherfuckers a piece of my mind!! Not only that, but now I feel a little less secure in our house when John's at work at night. Now there will really not be any sewing done after dark.

Anyway, thanks for letting me vent. Not that you had a choice ;)